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I feel so relieved and blessed right now. Positive attitudes and prayer will get you through! Remember the devil attacks you when you're negative, sad, jealous, depressed etc. Positive outlooks people! c'moooon :)

Papa bear

My dad is so supportive and encouraging, I often times forget. I'm so grateful to have my family and close friends in my life. I hope you all have positive people in your life. Wipe out all the negative. You'll feel much better about yourself first and foremost, then the rest of the world. Now go out and do something good for someone today! If everyone were content in their lives this world would be a much easier, warm place to live. Don't be so intent on hurting someone. At the end of the day what do you gain but an enemy? The bible says "love thy neighbor", so just do it, okay? :)

I Love College

Last night's lingerie party was completely insane! I got to see everyone that I've been missing in all their drunk glory. I started out drinking pretty early, but got to the party pretty late walking in on everyone completely wasted. There wasn't a sober person in the building. I find out that one of my friend's room-mates is friends with my best friend. that sentence had a lot of "friends" in it, but small world, right? I was a total slob kabob last night, and I promised myself I wouldn't. Oh well, part of being young and in college right? I appologize to the Laguna Beach citizens and the cars on the freeway for the mess that I made. And to my very good friend who always seems to be responsible while the rest of us are complete snuffalufagis's =(. Your car will be cleaned. Promise. :)

Anyways, I just want to say that if any of you are having a rough time in anything, to just remember to put it all into God and just pray. He listens and he really does answer. It may not be in a timely manner as you would want, or the response that you were'nt quite looking for, but he knows what is right and best for you. Everytime I feel like I'm losing hope and I can't find my way out, just as I'm up against the wall and on my last string God always comes through for me. Sometimes I feel like I'm not the best person, and I feel guilty for the life that I lead, but I am so thankful for our lord and what he gives me. Praise him!

This blog went from parties to God. I issue no appologies. Im not embarrassed nor ashamed to say I love him. :) I'm also a bit random and scatter brained so..

Have a good weekend guys.

4real4real

Don't be afraid to wear your heart on your sleeve. Always stand up for yourself and hold tight to what you believe in. Sometimes its hard to display your emotions openly, but people will use that to their advantage. You all are probably reading this like "what?", But I was talking to a friend and this came up and it really struck a chord. This is something that I have to work on, but everyday I'm getting stronger. I don't know, I just thought I should give my words of wisdom this evening. Have a great Friday and weekend. =)

I'm watching Millionaire Matchmaker, these people are ridiculous. It's all about age with these men!

Lingerie lushhh

I can't wait to be reunited with all of my people next Friday at one of my closests friends seemingly annual lingerie lush birthday party. Justin can't wait to get naked wasted. Last year was crazy, I can't imagine how this year can top it, but i'm pretty damn sure it will! It's a lingerie party so i'll need help with an outfit. Silk boxers? Cotton? Super Man tighty whities? Ohhh the options. You'll have to wait until next weekend to see the outcome ;). Until then the countdown begins!

p.s. Looking forward to that now infamous Jungle Juice.

FML

Fmylife.com is the funniest site ever. My friend Annette told me about it and I got the best laugh ever out of it. Go check it out!